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My once daily ritual of blogging has pretty much become non-existent.  For anyone who would routinely visit, sorry!  I would like to say that I will do better, but honestly, I will probably fall again.

Where to start...at the beginning.

After I graduated college I worked in a lab, then I moved to Alaska.  When I moved back to Texas, I looked for jobs, however, it was not as easy as I thought that it would be.  After a string of failed interviews and rejection letters, apparently previous work experience and a college degree isn't a sure thing when applying for the positions that I want, so, I ended up substitute teaching which lead me here today, homeschooling.  

I am also taking classes to get my veterinary technician's certification through an online college.  Which, by the way is super easy.

I babysit.

And I ride horses.

What are my goals???  I want to have my own place, my own house, barn, arena, etc.  I'm not against marriage or even a boyfriend for that matter, but after I broke up with my ex, I'm not going to just date any random dude just to say that I'm dating someone.  I also want to be able to go to a barrel race whenever I want to and without worrying what if my truck breaks down and if it does, how am I going to pay to get it fixed.  

I can hear my dad now, "Well if you had a job..."  Okay, really, I should just tell him that he was right, I was wrong.  I royally screwed up my life and I would be living on the side of the road if it wasn't for him and my mom.  Well, the living on the side of the road part is true, but seriously, does he have to always say that...around everybody...all the time.  Thank you for making me feel like more of a loser.  (Not really, I'm being sarcastic.)

If that's not bad enough, just yesterday at church a sophomore in high school tried to ask me out.  No, I do not have a boyfriend or a husband, I did come to church by myself, but no, I will not go on a date with you.  So, on top of the fact that I can hardly pay my bills, I apparently have no social life as well.

Okay, enough of this.  My life really doesn't suck that bad.  I've got it pretty good!  After all, my lifeguard walks on water!!!  I've got to go study before I head out to the barn tonight.